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Watching and Wondering

A Beautiful Life· Home Sweet Home· My Dear Family· Victoria Leigh

20 Nov

Watching and wondering.
Mamas reflection on Victoria’s 25th birthday.


As a young mama, watching baby you sleep in my arms was such a blessed gift. To hold you and think of the wondrous love and joy that you brought to my heart was beyond my grasp. I mean how could a perfect button-nose babe be given to such an imperfect mama? The tender you in my arms brought about wonders of love and hopes and dreams as I wondered what would be in store for your future. 

I’d never missed my own mom more than when I held you (and your sister) as babes. I didn’t know what to do as a mama. What was I to do to help mold and make you into the adventurous and bold and bright and beautiful and courageous and creative young woman God designed you to be? (You know I could add adjectives for every letter of the alphabet here, don’t you? 🥰) I watched you and wondered. 

The gift of you was such grace and glory to me. When I watched you take your first steps, I wondered about your safety more now that you were mobile, but this mama would never have imagined you taking steps 7,177 miles away to work as a teacher in a foreign land. 

In your preschool years, a creative bud developed through painted/unpainted paper plate turtles and singing the alphabet opera style and learning to play the violin. In my mind’s eye, I can still see your pink bow-clad head score goals for your soccer team and the bubbles you would blow as you chewed gum. I watched you get excited when your dad would get home from work and you would ask him “Do you want to dance? Or wrestle?” You were always dressed to dance, but who is to say you can’t wrestle in a gown? 

I’ve watched your sense of competition drive you to finish first and finish well: Swimming. School. College. Awards. Accolades. You have done much and achieved far beyond your mama. I sat in the front row as you addressed faculty and staff at college and I cried. 

I continue to watch and wonder. The years have quickly flown by and the miles that separate us cannot and will not stop a mother’s love, a love that continues to watch and wonder. 

When you fly in from travels, I still open the door and watch you sleep, and I still wonder; wonder at how good He is to me. How good He is to fill in where I lack. How good He is to love you closely when miles and time zones and schedules stretch us. Oh, how much you are loved. How much you are held, though not in my arms anymore. I find myself thinking and wondering about you when I put linens in the closet and see the towel you got for my dad the first Christmas he lived with us or when I turn a calendar page and find an “I love you Mom” in your script on a certain day… Or when I prepare for chapel and think how you introduced me to Joni and Friends and what a highlight Hidden Treasures has become for me. I look back many a day now that you live so far away and I still watch and wonder with the help of social avenues as I see you create, teach, enfold and reach. You include, encourage, and give. You counsel, harness, and craft words to move and speak and live and love with such passion.

I am one proud mama, watching you afresh and wondering too as you celebrate 25 beautiful years and flourish in a new land.

What will be ahead for you? Guaranteed, it’s going to be good.

You live beyond the borders of my country map
But never will you be beyond the love I felt and still feel when you were a wee babe in my lap.
No distance
No time
Will negate that you were, and are, a precious gift of mine.
Happy 25th birthday China Doll.


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When I got the message to pet sit last week, they also mentioned there were flowers on the kitchen table…

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Henceforth, my borrowed bouquet for Valentine’s Day. 

I was so happy to step in and enjoy the beauty. 

Now, I want to share it with you and say:

Happy Valentine’s Day! 
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I have never seen anything like what I saw when I I have never seen anything like what I saw when I walked in Walmart this last week. 

Right there where they normally have fresh berries and Grainger county tomatoes and such, was a Valentine’s Day floral display the size of an above ground swimming pool. 

And I wanted to dive in the deep end. 

There were blooms as far as my eye could see and there was no way possible to get every one in the picture, though I tried. 

I wish you lived in my town and we’d go enjoy them together. 

It’s going to be a beautiful Valentine’s Day! 

Scroll right to see the biggest display ever and a few colorful, and beautiful, bouquets. 
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Happy weekend, friends! ♥️ I’m raising my Happy weekend, friends!

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I’m raising my red drink to the weekend! 

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And since Valentine’s Day is coming up, why not make drinking it festive with the glassware?!? 

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Swipe right for a graphic of all the antioxidants in this super juice. 

And here are two recipes to try:

♥️Just the Two of Us♥️
2 ounces NingXia Red
1 tube NingXia Nitro
4 ounces coconut water
2 ounces mineral water
1 drop Lime Vitality essential oil

♥️Sparkling NingXia♥️
2 ounces NingXia Red
2 ounces club soda or sparkling water
1 can NingXia Zyng
1 drop Orange Vitality essential oil

You can also dip the rim of your glass in icing and holiday sprinkles OR use Greek Yogurt and THM Gentle Sweet.

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Making the holiday healthy and fun!

Happy Valentine’s weekend! 

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Spray away because we made the perfume with 100% plant juice!

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No toxins for us. 

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The natural perfume recipes are in the pictures!

Scroll to the right! ➡️

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We may have had *festive Ningxia* too! 

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“Sometimes you have church in buildings that don “Sometimes you have church in buildings that don’t have steeples” is how I’d describe my visit to the hair wizard this week. 

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God is so good to intertwine cousins, curls, and church. 

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Amen and amen. 
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I’m carrying forward the childhood joy of openin I’m carrying forward the childhood joy of opening my Raggedy Ann lunch box to find mama had cut my sandwich out with heart shaped cookie cutters.

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It’s the little things.

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I got my mama’s heart shaped cookie cutters out & am serving love & beauty with heart shaped, & heart healthy, Trim Healthy Mama Blender Freezer Waffles. Shout out to the organic Aldi raspberries that appear to be heart shaped as well!

The waffles are Salesman approved. ♥️

I make an entire batch of the waffles & keep them in a refrigerator box so he can grab them just like a L’eggo My Eggo & enjoy the convenience of healthy, & now heart-shaped, waffles.

You can see the Salesman’s legs in the background of one of the pictures of me trying to capture the perfect picture of the heart shaped waffles.  I stepped out on the back porch, which is right outside his office, and he came out to see what I was doing.  And let me tell you, he had a good laugh seeing me trying to get the picture perfect shot of my plate of love!  After he ribbed me a bit, I told him that I really enjoyed taking pictures, & he then shared a nugget, or two, about the photography industry.

This is us. ♥️

This is me carrying on a tradition my mama started of making sweet memories for holidays & special occasions. It did not cost any money to use my childhood cookie cutters, it was just a sweet, and delicious, investment of time.

The most beautiful memories are tied with heart strings & not purse strings. ♥️
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A beautiful Sunday to you, my friends! The groce A beautiful Sunday to you, my friends! 

The grocery store flowers were scrunched all together in preparation for Valentine’s Day. 

Do you have a favorite bouquet among these pictures? 

Let me know and it will be virtually yours today. 

Sending love and flowers to you today. 
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